Apology

I wrote an apology letter for Analyn last week. The letter I wrote to her came straight from the bottom of my heart and I apologized for a lot of the pain that I caused her. I just mailed it on Tuesday and according to the U.S. mail delivery system, she should be receiving that letter today. I'm so scared... because I really hope that she just doesn't ignore it, or rip it up because I honestly and truly feel bad. I felt bad before but I guess I was just too chicken to write or even tell her that I was sorry. Anyway, It's me and Shawn's 6 month anniversary this coming Sunday, March 3 and we were reminsicing about the beginning and we both realized that we owe an apology to our friends. Although we initially thought that this was the business that concerened only 3 main people, it also affected our friends. And I truly and on behalf of Shawn, truly apologize. There's one incident that I can use for an example... Magic Mountain. Wow, we must've surprised/shocked and probably even disgusted the group of friends that were with us on that trip. It was a big transition and we (just finally, and we're sorry about that too) came to a conclusion that we put you all in an awkward position. We also remember a lot of PDA-ing, gosh, that must've been weird. We're sorry, we really are. At that point, our close tight knit of friends, kinda stepped back from each other, and it wasn't towards me and Shawn and who can blame you guys? It's not just "The Family" that has been affected by all this, but it's everyone who knows of Shawn and me. I just hope that you accept our apology for putting you through that situation and I would also like to thank you for somehow accepting our relationship and understanding (or at least hearing) our side of the story. Sincerely, Shawn and Roe